for the first time

She's all laid up in bed with a broken heart,
While I'm drinking jack all alone in my local bar,
And we don't know how,
How we got in to this mad situation,
Only doing things out of frustration

Trying to make it work but man these times are hard,

She needs me now but I can't seem to find the time,
I've got a new job now on the unemployment line,
And we don't know how,
How we got into this mess
is it god's test,
Someone help us 'cause we're doing our best,

Trying to make it work but man these times are hard

But we're gonna start by
Drinking old cheap bottles of wine,
Sit talking up all night,
Saying things we haven't for a while
A while ya
We're smiling but we're close tears,
Even after all these years,
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time


She's in line at the DOLE*
With her head held high (high)
While I just lost my job but
Didn't lose my pride

But we both know how,
How we're gonna make it work when it hurts,
When you pick yourself up,
You get kicked to the dirt,

Trying to make it work but,
Man these times are hard,

But we're gonna start by,
Drinking old cheap bottles of wine,
Sit talking up all night,

Doing things we haven't for a while,
A while ya,
We're smiling but we're close to tears,
Even after all these years,
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time....................................

is it my bufday???

guess wat?? its my bufday.......... its suppose to be my hppy day in my life......the day dat i born n c the world until 20 years ....hmmm dunno y in my 20th bufday i feel so lonely....its like im alone now n no one here with me...so dissapoint........smtimes i feel jelez when i c some of my friends having a bufday party wer all peeps wer der n having a drink, njoy partying all nyte long....n the next day '' i hve a great part laz nyte '' bla...bla...bla post to facebook...... i would love to have a party but wit a little crowd ??? pwends dat now bcome '' enemies '' (i guess so) n me spend my own money for evrything cakes , beer , liquor ???? its not like i wanted to hve a party n tellin evryone '' hey its my bufday !! cme to my party tonight!! '' then u throw all ur money to ur pwends n they njoy their self ....n when u think about it , its dat wat u gnna do when it comes to ur bufday??? some pple may do dat but not 4 me...... a little suprise ( even i knoe wats gnna hppen later haha ) should be enough n thnkful for rmmbering my bufday......im not especting present or smthing like dat.....juz i wan they to appreciate me as a friend.......im spending my own money for my gf n my friends bufday party laz time....so y dey not do da same thing to me as rturn??? im not asking it juz i need some attention here......guess no one understand me....hmm still got one days for me left....let c wat gnna hppen next..........

happy bufday to u jack........ cheers !!